| Just to update, I got a better job as a nanny. I then lost it when I crashed my car. Still need a new car. Got a job at subway. Living in Auburn with my mom. I left Brandon. He was abusive, and psycho and I'm happier now than I have ever been. I realize I havent been single since I was fifteen. I'm having the time of my life meeting new people and hanging out with old friends. You can have it all, my empire of dirt.
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| Got my car, lost my job. Now I'm hunting for a bigger better job and eventually looking for a place to live. Preferably with Brandon. But he really needs to start trying harder to get a job or at least go to the one he already has..
Life is rough but I've gotta keep on truckin.
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| FML
Brandon's been in treatment for a while now and I can't sleep without him. Words can't describe how alone I feel. It's like a part of me is missing. I've been hanging out with old friends to fill the void, but at the end of the night I am still sleeping alone. I still don't have anybody to hug and kiss. And I'm still crying. I plan on visiting him tomorrow after work. But I really don't want to wait that fucking long.
I'm miserable without my other half, I really am.
End of story.
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| It's been some time since I have last updated. I'm still paying off my car. I owe exactly what pam owes me, so hopefully I'll be getting paid back. I go back to work soon too so that should help out with the payments. As much as I love the time off, I need cash now. Idecided that I want to buy a nice brown/reddish hair color from the store and dye my hair myself. I guess I don't really like my hair blonde like this. I don't think anybody does. Anywho... I guess Katie's been in town and I just found out a few days ago, and now I have to start working again. :( So I can't see her. I really miss Sante Fe Chicken Soup, Cheddat Jack Cheese Its, Boulderdash and B-movies with her and Maggies. Those were the days, man. Well, I have to go build a snow man with my brother in law hopefully. I've been waiting to do this all winter! :D |
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